AUTHOR=Bjornestad Jone , Svendsen Thomas Solgaard , Slyngstad Tale Ekeroth , Erga Aleksander H. , McKay James R. , Nesvåg Sverre , Skaalevik Alexander Waagan , Veseth Marius , Moltu Christian 

TITLE=“A Life More Ordinary” Processes of 5-Year Recovery From Substance Abuse. Experiences of 30 Recovered Service Users

JOURNAL=Frontiers in Psychiatry

VOLUME=Volume 10 - 2019

YEAR=2019

URL=https://www.frontiersin.org/journals/psychiatry/articles/10.3389/fpsyt.2019.00689

DOI=10.3389/fpsyt.2019.00689

ISSN=1664-0640

ABSTRACT=Background
Studies investigating the subjective experiences of long-term recovery from substance use disorder are scarce. Particularly functional and social factors have received little attention. 
Objectives
To investigate what long-term recovered service users found to build recovery from substance use disorder.
Material and Methods
The study was designed as a phenomenological investigation subjected to thematic analysis. We interviewed 30 long-term recovered adult service users.
Results
Themes: 1) Paranoia, ambivalence and drug cravings: extreme barriers to ending use, 2) Submitting to treatment: a struggle to balance rigid treatment structures with a need for autonomy, 3) Surrendering to trust and love: building a whole person, 4) A life more ordinary: surrendering to mainstream social responsibilities, 5) Taking on personal responsibility and gaining autonomy: It has to be me, it cannot be you.
Conclusions 
Our study sample described long-term recovery as a developmental process from dependency and reactivity, to personal autonomy and self-agency. The flux of surrendering to and differentiating from authority appeared to be a driving force in recovery progression. Participants called for treatment to focus on early social readjustment.